guitar (:
latelly i have been extremelly bored and just playing my guitar of course. i like feel like writing my own songs and stuff. idk if it would really work out. like so far if i could remmeber i can play "emily" by from first to last & "vulnerable" by secondhand serenade and "she is love" by parachute lols. yes ive been extremelly bored as youu can tell. soon i am going to start writing my own songs and goshh i think i am a bad singer but that would be wierd if i would just actually was good (: soo i am going to try this out and see what happens yeah .? lols wish me good luck ! (:

1954 since we've been together ! ♥♥♥♥♥
i fanally know what love is! yes and im happy its with him (: we have had our ups and downs but that is all gonna be over now (: i fuckken love this dude so fuckken much and to me he IS the right one (: i cant stop thinking about him like WOW! i just cant get him out of my head ♥ that shows how much love i have for him (: love isnt something u can take for granted. its meaningful and sometimes even risky. but hey if u want what u want then u gotta do what u gotta do (: and thats exactlly what i did ♥

i n s a n i t y .
not eveyrone knows whats going on. say you look at a friend and they look happier than ever. but if you are smart enough u could tell that the smile on their face was straight up fake.their world could be crashing down all around them and you just dont know it. they may have the perfect life in your perspective but really it isnt. dont keep it all in they all say but then what else are we supposed to do huh? act on it right. but then again theres a point where when u keep it in sooner or later you're just gonna go completely paranoid and EXPLODE! feelings can hurt a person like fuck and not everyone could understand something like that. others just go on with life when some where deep donw inside they know that something is wrong but THEY wont act on it. dont just fucken sit there. do something.